headache,,,,

dis few days always headache...
Dont knoe y...
Mayb drink too little water...
Or many too hot...
Ate panadols, no choice although dnt wan to eat...
Bcoz it is not good 2 eat panadal as it will kill many cells in our body...

Dis few day my temperament always lost control...
And sorry dear,
i cant control myself ...
no intention to argue wif u...
Sorry...
i noe u always very self-accusation when make me angry
sumtime not ur false n u also force 2 accept my unreasonable censure...
Mayb i felt very stress when i working...
felt lonely and helpless bcoz no ppl can help me when i am in trouble...
no ppl can listen my prob...
i need 2 do all my thg alone...
i scare lonely....
i need 2 thk many thgs...
I need 2 worry many thgs,
worry no bus 2 go 2 work,
no bus 2 bec to hom,
worry too late bec hom got bad thgs happen....
who noe my prob...
sumtime felt like want 2 give up n resign n go bec hom...
bt no choice,
now too late 2 find a new job again in hometown...
And i need money$$$$!!!!

Although my salary not high...
but at least still better than no income...
i dnt noe hw much many i can save...
coz expenseses here quite high...
so the only i ways is save wat can i save,
like eat less, dnt buy thgs...
bt i ald broke my promise...
i use rm100 2 buy a perfume...
felt regret la...
haiz...
i also dnt noe y i will buy that perfume...


Dear, i noe u also very stress about the plant fair comming soon,
u not tell mayb u dnt wan me share ur presure,
bt i will support u!!!
i noe u can do ur best!
2day is May 20(520)
jz want to tell u that
I LOVE U!!!

1st Day of Working At Elianto

Finally finished my work...
9 hours very difficult to pass...
Boring and my leg very pain coz stand whole day...
Luckily still got rm300 sales...
Haha, not bad!
A good beginning!




But a little lazy to make up...
Need to fully make every day....
Haiz....
When imagine that every night need to use 15mins to remove all the cosmetic fell "xien" lei...
But no choice la...
Sell cosmetics compulsory to make up...
I think after 1 mths
my make up technical sure will improve a lot!

2day i think is my lucky day
coz i met some good people
they offer to fetch me bac to hostel
If not, i dnt noe wat time i will reach hostel
if no bus, i dnt noe hw to do also...
Thk PN and Kent although i dnt noe will we meet again
Bt really thanks them!!!

Tmr is a new day!
And darling will cum bec tmr!
Yepee!
Good nite!

lonely DAy...

2day bac 2 hostel ad...
Start alone ad.....
Went to interview dis afternoon, waiting bus until pek cheik!
wait about 1 hour! Wanna ki siao ad!
If everyday like tat, i thk i nid waste 2 hours to wait the bus!
Malaysia's public transportation so lousy!
No wonder no ppl wan 2 use public transportation la!

Fortunately, my interview success!
Tmr start work lo!
But salary no too high lo..
no choice...
Nowadays difficult to find job...
work 1st loh...
Better than no income ma...
After interview, shopping alone..
how pity me... no ppl accompany...
Need to buy formal dress for the job,
so must buy 2day bcoz tmr start work ma...
No mood also need to shop...
Lonely girl.....**
Reached hostel ad 8pm...
Cook dinner by myself...
Mihun sup..

Haha!So healthy my dinner! got carrot, fish balls , hotdogs! But eat alone.......

Darling went to Muka Head 4 days..
SO miss him...
Fast fast cum bec la!
55555...
2day no call, no sms fr him..
i so worry...
Darl, plz call me,
i dont know wat wrong wif u...

1 day pass ad..........

2day went to sing k wif summer, cy and ah bi.
jz 4 of us...
no Lilian monopolize the singing!
haha!
actually we want to sing the k noon package..
bt becoz v not booking the rum 1st,
so v nid 2 wait untill 2 pm...
so v went to eat mc D 1st
haha!
v have done a bad thg in red box!
v kept the mc D inside our bag n brought into the rum!
So crazy!

After that, v accompany Cy went to buy her mother's mother's day present.
There are a handbag fair in Parkson
So many sale n make me felt like want to buy also,
bt finally i also can control myself!! wolee!

2day is the 1st day my darl go 2 "Muka Head"
actully is a camp
so i nid 2 slip alone 2nite...
Darl i will miss u
will u miss me?
i noe u sure will miss me la^^
U mz take care urself o!

Tmr plan 2 go bec hom
already 2 mths no go bec
miss my family...
Den sunday nite ask my Dad fetch me bec
bcoz i hav an interview on Monday
hope that my interview will success
Den i will have job again lo!


This few day i m reading "Secret"
A good book!
I learn many thgs fr dis booK
I will 2 to apply the knowledge that i hav learn fr dis book in my life!
hope it will change my life!

My aniversary*;*

Our 2nd anniversary^^
Thk dear4 giving me a big surprise!

Thx for every preparation...
A memorable anniversary!
I very appreciate every thg that u hav done 4 me!
I love u!
Hope u like the book that i create 4 u!
i put a lot of afford to finish it..
Although sum bad thg happen to us b4,
bt luckily
v can solve it
i still believe wat u promise me
i noe u nid sum time 2 change
bt i can wait
Love u Darl!!!

Boring day...

Stop working jor....coz felt like the credit card job not suitable 4 me..
Everyday stay in hostel, Boring!!!!!
On9, sleeping, eating, cooking, watching drama...
meaningless....
2day plan 2 go ＱＢ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｊｏｂ，
ｈｏｐｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｇｏｔ　ｐｐｌ　ｗａｎ　２　ｈｉｒｅ　ｍｅ　ｌａ．．．
ｂｔ　ｉ　ｔｈｋ　ｉｔ　ｉｓ　ｄｉｆｆｉｃｕｌｔ　ｃｏｚ　ｎｏ　ｐｐｌ　ｗａｎ　２　
ｈｉｒｅ　２　ｍｔｈｓ　ｐｒｏｍｏｔｏｒ．．
ｉｆ　ｎｏ　ｊｏｂ，　ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｏ　ｂｅｃ　ｈｏｍ．

Ａｄ　２　ｍｔｈｓ　ｎｏ　ｇｏ　ｂｅｃ　ｈｏｍ，　ｍｉｓｓ　ｍｙ　ｆａｍｉｌｙ．．．

I M BaCK!!!

Wow, ad half year not create my Blog!!!!
last post is on 25 December...
Yepee!
Holidays again! I thk mayb jz holidays i jz have time 2 write my blog.

Start working again...Tired and not enjoyable..

Dis job is about credit card.
B4 that, i always thk that i won't sale the credit card...
But who noe!!!!I am promoting the Aeon Credit card....
Not happy, not enjoyable, not easy job...
Very hard to approach ppl and persuade them to sign up the credit card...
Need more time to learn the communication skills..
Now, i can noe myself that i definitely not a good selling person,
i am not suitable for marketing...

And this job teach me many lessons.
it teach me d0nt trust every person that you not so familiar...
The working environment is so complicated..
u dnt noe who is the person u can trust...
eveyppl is selfish...
hai...i also confused...
summore dis job make me n my frends face many conflic..
So the way to stop all this messy situation is stop working!!!
Ya,Sunday will be our last day!!
Den i gonna find another new job again!!
God bless me!!!
Hope can find job quickly!

Gambateh!!