headache,,,,

dis few days always headache...
Dont knoe y...
Mayb drink too little water...
Or many too hot...
Ate panadols, no choice although dnt wan to eat...
Bcoz it is not good 2 eat panadal as it will kill many cells in our body...

Dis few day my temperament always lost control...
And sorry dear,
i cant control myself ...
no intention to argue wif u...
Sorry...
i noe u always very self-accusation when make me angry
sumtime not ur false n u also force 2 accept my unreasonable censure...
Mayb i felt very stress when i working...
felt lonely and helpless bcoz no ppl can help me when i am in trouble...
no ppl can listen my prob...
i need 2 do all my thg alone...
i scare lonely....
i need 2 thk many thgs...
I need 2 worry many thgs,
worry no bus 2 go 2 work,
no bus 2 bec to hom,
worry too late bec hom got bad thgs happen....
who noe my prob...
sumtime felt like want 2 give up n resign n go bec hom...
bt no choice,
now too late 2 find a new job again in hometown...
And i need money$$$$!!!!

Although my salary not high...
but at least still better than no income...
i dnt noe hw much many i can save...
coz expenseses here quite high...
so the only i ways is save wat can i save,
like eat less, dnt buy thgs...
bt i ald broke my promise...
i use rm100 2 buy a perfume...
felt regret la...
haiz...
i also dnt noe y i will buy that perfume...


Dear, i noe u also very stress about the plant fair comming soon,
u not tell mayb u dnt wan me share ur presure,
bt i will support u!!!
i noe u can do ur best!
2day is May 20(520)
jz want to tell u that
I LOVE U!!!